thank a lott sayang!

this entry just for u sayang
fatehah nuraini binti rosli.

really thank you for the present.
*blushing*
haha!
idk what to say.
speechless maybe. hee:P
i dont espect u to give me something lah sayang.
 balik balik,
"ami, ak penat!"
and kiss me like hell aite.
haha!
so sweet. *sorrry kuwe. :D

and then , u give me this
i dont expect this.
seriouly.
i just wanna noe that u remember me. that's all.
but then, orang dah bagi ambil lah kann. hee:P
thanx dear.
tataw lahh zeera ada bersubahat sekali ta,
tapi, na jugak cakap kat dia,
i love hang sayang!


i love both of u equally even in this picture its look like ehem ehem . haha!:D

act i dont merajok lah. cuma... hee :PP
tapi apa apa ponn, terima kasih bnyak bnyak.
saya sayang anda oke .
friends untuk selamanya.

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An Abortion. Wth happen to the world!

im taking this story from one of my friends blog. it is nice to share.
do understand it deeply. ty.

Hi, Mommy.
 I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only.
 I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I
don’t like it, Mommy. Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart. I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy. Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy? You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay? It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more? I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait. …Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop! Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion. Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you! I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.


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Raya Part 2

*smile*
this is raya part 2.
ada juga akhirnya.
tade masa :P
so, this is raya part 2!

date : 14th september 2010
 yeah!
beraya dengan skoolmate.
mak datuk! kecoh betol.
bnyak lah jugak rumah beraya.
nad, ain, intan, faridah, imah dan bnyak lagi.
mlas na state. hehe.:D
soalan wajib,
"bila na kawen?"
haha!
jawapan yang sama akan didengari,
'tunggu umi dulu la'
haha
umi jugak yg kene.
yang penting, semua na blaja dulu. kan kan kan. XD
tapi kalau dah jodoh, apa salahnya. ceewah!
jumpa imah,
damn rindu kott dekat dia.
tapi imah, biasa laa. cool je kott.
"imah, kitaorang rindu dekat kau, kau rindu tak kitaorang??"
"alaa. biasa biasa jee " =.=""
jawapan yang membina. haha

our pics! mlas na cerita. dah ta ingat. hehe:P
at nad house. from left ; shima, me, fara, umi. dekat lap shima is nad brother. cute huh?

this is he ; naufal.
*shima, dah ada tokoh jadi ibu mithali. hehe:P
rumah faridah. shes movin to new house. kinda besarlahh rumah tu.
this is ain house. ada satu kuih ni sedap. *umi pantang nmpk kamera eyh =.="

bak kata ain , " at datin imah house! " hahaXD
imah yang pakai seluar tido tu. ni datin yang rocks! :P

rumah pipi nganga.
P/s ; pipi nganga adalah nama our frens. unik aite? hehe:P
nampak happy kat gambar ni? tapi disebalik kegembiraan tersebut, terselit kisah duka. ceewah!
haha :D
bukan duka apa, cuma ada laa sebuah kereta besar ni.
dalam kami dok berposing na amik pic, tetibe datang kereta besar ni.
i know this girl. sama baya dengan kami semua. sama batch but not in the same class.
she drive estima. but then, baru snap one picture dia dah hon.
my car and shima car halang jalan dia na masuk.
oopsss! sorry. then, ak pon dengan kelam kabut masuk kereta na alih.
sekali, tengah reverse, dy boleh tanak alih kereta besar dia tu. almost berlanggar.
ak dah dengar jeritan budak budak ni. umi terutamanya. paling kuat suara dia. haha.
sampai sekarang dia jadi bahan dekat fb. haha!
minah kereta besar. lain kali raya, aku na bawak bulldozer lah. senang sikit. hehe :P

kami balik dalam pukol 9 kott.
umi ta boleh balik lmbt. her dad marah la bagai. nad kene cari barang kat jusco. so we decided na balik.
but its cool lah geng! best
nanti cuti sem, kita hang out lagi oke.
for all of ya, gud luck is ur future oke dear.
umi ; jangan igt na kawen jee. hehe :P
ain ; be strong oke. walau kaw kecik, tp ak adore kaw sebab smgt kaw. good luck syg!
nad ; selamat berhiking selalu. jgn hiking berdua. ramai ramai tape. jgn hiking kat kl jee. hehe :D
shima ; semoga kaw berjaya menjadi nurse yang berhemah. :)
fara ; IT stands for wat huh?? hahaha :P gud luck to u dear.
imah ; even i know ur not goin to read my blog, but i still wanna make a wish for ya. gud luck dalam menjaga bussines ur dad. lepas ni ak na berguru dengan kaw. haha :D:D

this is it for part 2. idk if  i had part3. hehe
thnx guyys for da picture ; ain, shima, umi


sincerely from bottom of my heart ;
ami mia ♥
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Raya Part 1

 Selamat Hari Raya Guyys!
menarik huh.
dah raya dah kan.
pejam celik, pejam celik dah raya.
alhamdulilah. masih lagi bernyawa ak dalam syawal tahun ni.
syawal tahun depan, ta tahu lagi.
apa pon, syawal tahun ni sangat seronok.
beraya dirumah baru atok.
eventho bukan kayu, tapi bolee la.
*rumah kayu lagi best sebenarnye! nmpk suasana kampung kann.
anyway,
kitorang balik kampung awal sehari.
dapat laa tolong atok buat preperation untuk raya.
buat ketupat, masak rendang, lodeh la bagai.
macam macam menu untuk pagi raya.
ayah anyam ketupat. terer dy anyam!
ak na la jugak belajar anyam sebenarnye.
tapi step 1 ngan 2 je dapat,
yang lain, hampeh =.=""
tapi tak apa. cuba lagi tahun depan. hehe :P

Malam raya, pak anjang and family sampai.
memang seronok!
gamat rumah tu.
tu baru 3 family yg ada.
bukan main beriya masing masing main mercun.
dari yang besar, smpai la kecik.
ayah yang sponsor.
almost 5hundreds ayah habiskan beli mercon.
haish!
membazir =.="
saja na happy kan anak anak katanya.
bahaya adalah.
tapi, boleh tahan laa. happy! hehe :)
budak budak ni main mercon bukan reti ikot peraturan,
suka main dengan cara yang mengarut.
haish!

this is my dad. mr. mokhtar. :) and there is mak long and her son; irfan hamzah.

menuggu giliran na amek mercon. cam na dapat zakat. hehe :D

golongan budak budak bermain mercun. santai sahaja.

ini pula golongan ekstrimis. haha! main mercon macam p berperang.
malam tu sempat juga pasang pelita keliling rumah.
saja na tambah meriah.

raya pertama ;
macam biasa. pagi raya lepas sembahyang raya, sesi bermaaf maafan.
tekad sebenarnya tanak nanges tahun ni, tapi.... banjir jugak! hehe

after that,
makan!!
huuui. part ni memang seronok. makan ta igt dunia.
macam macam laok ada.
kuah lodeh, rendang, ketupat, kari ayam, soto pon ada.
terbaik lah! terima kasih semua tukang masak. :)

ni antara lauk yg ada. *tangan siapa la pulak tu. dah macam hantu curi makan. =.="


Afterwards, kami pun berkonvoi kebeberapa rumah yang lain.
memang gamat!
rumah tok cu, rumah tok gemok, rumah mak kepada mak itam, rumah tok iyang.
* iyang =moyang
hah.
ni rumah wajib p tiap tahun.
ziarah golongan tua.
rumah tok iyang paling best.
aku suka pergi rumah dia.
sebab rumah kayu. haha :D
 ni la gambar hari tu.
this is my tok iyang.

raya ke2.
notink much. pergi ke beberapa rumah.
terus beraya.
my mom and my brother.
apalaa cousin ak sorang nih. korek lombong pulak dia. haha !
seronok beraya dengan sepupu sepapat nih.
gelak jaa.
lagi lagi mana yang batch batch yg sama. memang sekepala. :D

raya ke3,
kami pulang balik ke jb.
beraya dengan orang jb pulak!
haa. ada laa satu kes ni.
rupa rupanya dah dalam 5 hari kitorang balik kampung,
rumah kat jb ta kunci!
nasib baik tade pape yg hilang. alhamdulilah.
Allah lindungi harta harta semua.
punya laa excited na balik beraya kann.
haish!
this is pic at jb.
this is our theme colour. sama dengan tahun lepas. cuma baju perempuan jaa tukar. lelaki remain da same. kesiaann. hehe :P


thats it for part 1.
i dont know if i have part 2,3 and so forth. hehe;P
but then,
that the only i can share for now on.

selamat hari raya!!
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Selamat Hari Raya !

 Wow!!
its gonna be haru raya soon.
seronok kann bile tiba time raya.
time ni laa na jumpa sanak saudara yg dah lama ta jumpa.
mak long, pak long, pak ngah, mak ngah dan segala jenis gelaran lagi.
ta lupa jugak, time ni lah na jumpa cousin cousin yg dah lama ta nampak.
ramai orang bandar berpusu pusu cari kampung.
na balik.

time ni lah kampung jadi sesak.
na p pasar pon kene awal pagi kalau ta, dah tade laok.
seronok penjual penjual kat pasar kampung sana.
tapi,
pada ak yang dah umur 20 ni,
raya membawa erti dan perspektif yang berbeza.
kalau dulu,
time kecik kecik umur 7,8 tahun,
time raya memang seronok gile!
collect duit raya macam buat niaga.
sehari boleh dapat berpuluh.
kalau rajin berjalan, dapat laa sampai ratus.
p beraya, bukan na apa sangat.
na duit raya je lebih.
"assalamualaikum!! mak cik. kami na beraya !"
"na duit ke, na makan kuih?"
"eerr, na duit mak cik.. hee "

haha!
tu laa dialog masa budak budak.
seronok.
tapi, bila dah besar ni,
seronok lain pulak. beraya sebab na jumpa member member lama yg dah bertahun ta jumpa.
na mintak maaf sesama sendiri.
gamat bila dah jumpa 'kerabat' sendiri.
macam macam cerita keluar.

tu laa cerita raya bagi orang 'biasa'
macam mana pulak bagi orang yg 'luar biasa'??
haa. tu yang kita ta tahu.
aku selalu terpikir dan berfikir.
dalam pada kita seronok na menyabut bulan syawal yang mulia ni,
dalam pada masing masing ghairah mencari bermacam macam barang yg baru,
terlintas dalam benak fikiran,
'macam mana laa mereka mereka yg ta berkemampuan na sambut syawal'
selalu ak terfikir soalan tu.
kalau kita cari baju dalam kedai PDI,
mereka cari baju dekat mana?
kalau kita cari kasut dalam butik clarks,
mereka pakai kasut apa?
kalau kita cari tudung dekat jalan TAR,
tudung apa yg mereka pakai di pagi syawal?
semalam,
ak lalu dekat sebuah jalan.
one way untuk ke kempas.
tiba-tiba ak ternampak seorang mak cik dengan anak dia.
duduk dibawah jambatan.
jelas dan nyata mak cik tersebut orang melayu dan beragama islam.
anak masih kecil dipangkuan.
menangis mungkin.
kasihan..

macam mana laa dia na sambut raya.
jangan kata sambut raya, na makan berbuka apa pon tak tahu lagi.
sedih.

macam mana pulak dengan 'luar biasa' yang satu ni,
mak bapak atau ayah ibu atau mama papa atau apa apa lah gelaran.
sekarang ramai anak anak yg dah ta mengaku mereka dilahirkan.
haa.
sekarang ni memang ramai yang macam tu.
ta payah tengok jauh.
berapa ramai orang tua yang duduk dekat rumah rumah orang tua ?
berapa ramai orang tua yg ta beraya dengan anak anak?
di tinggalnya mak bapak dekat rumah rumah org tua.
kesian org tua tuu.
ta dapat bayangkan macam mana diorang ni boleh terpikir na buat macam tu.
orang yg tade mak bapak, punye laa bersedih beraya tanpa mak bapak,
yg ada mak bapak biarkan pulak mak bapak terbiar.
macam macam.
nauzubillah. mintak dijauhkan dari semua tu. amiin.

kalau na cerita pasal raya,
memang macam macam.
bak kata jalil hamid,
'kalau sebut pasal raya, semua igt hari raya,tapi jangan pula kita lupa,
ada seribu satu kata berkait dengan raya selain hari raya'
tu laa dia. bila sebut pasal raya, mmg macam macam benda yang berkait dengan raya na diceritakan.
tp, tu jaa yang ak dapat simpulkan dan ada dalam kepala sekarang.

soo,
dalam kesempatan yg ada, aku na ucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin.
terutama kepada semua foolowers ak,
yg official dan unofficial. hehe :P
to all my frens,
kawan UMP, kawan matrik, kawan skola,
*na sebut nama sorang sorang memang ta larat.
and most important,
to all my family, ayah ibu , adik adik.
p/s ; dah macam ucapan kat radio lah pulak =.=""
lastly, to all drivers or yg bukan driver ponn, tlgg lah bawak kenderaan anda dengan cermat.
ingatlah orang yg tersayang.
kalau mak bapak tuu,
igtlah anak anak,
kalau yg anak anak, igtlah mak bapak.
i reminde u guyys and as well as for me.
semoga perjalan kita dilindungi dari yang esa. amiin :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!


 
sincerely with ♥
ami mia
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key ell !

oke,
this entry suppose to be early, but then i've no time to updating this blog,
so its a bit late lah.
anyway,
great!!
5 days babe jadi orang kl.
haha.
on 26 Ogos we're taking the bus to kl.
6 of us.
ak, amny, ziera,hieda, nadia, alya
in 5 days, we never stay at home in a day.
haha!
*except for one day to rest. hee:P
but then, nadia do not join us in that 5 days cause she had her own things to do.
its oke babe.
We arived in kl on 27, at 2am.
then,
tengah hari on that 27,
ape lagi.
shopping time!!
ta la shoping mane pon.
pergi jalan tar. cari somtink for our bussiness.
sehari suntuk kat sana.
yeah!
sangat penat.
 puasa,pusing cari barang, bawak barang dengan orang yg sangat ramai.
sebelah malam, suppose we're goin out, p bukit ampang,
but then ada probs yg ta dapat di elak, we're just stay at home. jadi budak baik for a mean while. hehe
thanx god ada mcd. hee :P
the pic on that day ;



28 August.
we are goin to times square and mid valley.
berbuka at the spagethi farm.
amny really wanna eat pizza. but then, of course its not available lagi kalau dah pukul 6.
so, the spagethi farm pon, the spagethi farm lah.
then, we hang out till nite.
sumpah penat!
tp i think dat nite was awsome!
ak tataw lah bile mase mereka curi curi p beli hadiah ak,
but then they manage to suprise me at i-city!!
thnc guys. love u soo much. dat was sweet oke. sayang korang to the max! :D
*pandai la ta jumpe la bagai kan. siap kat bukit lah, bukit curam. na wat suprise rupenye. hee. thnx guyys :)
pic at mid ;

pic of i-city
awsome place! lot of lights. tp kinda membazir lah kott. hee

cakes for my bufday!! cute huh? yes it is. hee :)

this is a gift from them. her name is miss poodoo. haha! cute giler weyh.
This is gift from amny. thnx syyg. i dunno when to eat dat 'i love u' candy. haha. love u too :D
 
keghairahan melihat kek. haha!

p/s : hurmm. ni saja keluhan rasa. im a bitt dissapointed and maybe sadd. some people that i consider them as vvip in my life doesnt call me. or texting me to wish mu burfday. bukanlah berharap. tapi.. yaa. i think both of them are someone important people in my lifee. but yett, its oke. i think, they might forgot cause they have another thing to settle down aite? might bee.
around 2 am, we're goin out from dat city of lights.
makan time. pe lagi mamak lah.
before dat, p round shah alam. tengok rumah amny. yeah! she's not allowed us to make a noise. wanna nie why? haha! its secret.
after dat, i thot we're goin back home. but then, alya wanna back ikot jalan dy.
soo, we just follow. tapi, baik baik 45 mints dari shah alam ke ampang, jadi 2 hours. haha.
great alya. u brought us round kl pagi2 buta kann. hehe.
after that,
pegi melawat bukit ampang. at 6.45am. haha!
sangat sejuk.
alya teringin kesana.
nice view aite. can see da whole kl.
we're goin back at 8am. great!
after dat?? zzzzzz. hee:P
29 August.
There's not much activities that we doin.
alya and ziera have to go back.
lya ada test on monday. and ziera ta saba na balik perak.
soo, on that day we just stayin at home. take a rest and doin some assignment. baik kann? haha.
30 August.
its a bit dull. ta ramai dah yg tgl di key ell.
ak, amny, hieda.
bored a bitt.
but!
we decide to go to jalan tar again.
ada lagi yg ta cukop for our bussiness.
again! penat. haha.
then,
we're goin to pavi.
before that, we breaking our fast at pizza hut.
hah!
this is the worst part. maybee.
so, for u guys at home which havent take ur sahor meal, please take it now (unless u read this blog in a day lah kann)
na dijadikan cerita, si amny nih, ta makan sahor, then she eat pizza hut with a lott and a bunch of cheese.
yahh! sangat berselera tgok dy makan.
after dat, she's happy with this pizza.
kami tengok cerita dekat pavi.
grown ups- 8.45 pm.
step up 3 with 3D - 1.15 am
great aite.
tapi, belum sempat habis grown ups, dy da na muntah.
habis semua pizza.
pity her.
she cant watch that step up.
padahal dah lama plan na tgok cite tu.
infact 2 months ago.
len kali ye syyg.
after dat, kami balik. aint go anywhere. amny ta sehat.
P/S ; happy merdeka day guyss!
31 August.
We goin back to pahang.
me with amny.
Alhamdulilah shes gettin better.
sampai ump,
ta ckap bnyak,
teros bukak kiosk.
kinda penat.
tapi, bussiness punye pasal,
tade hal lah.
lagi pon dah tade klas. hee :)

soo. its a great time and i enjoyed to be with u guys! thnx a lott. luv u. muaahx! XOXOX

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